Hey readers!
How are you
both doing!
I’ve been
allergic to blogging for quite a while now, even though I’ve had much to say;
much of which is coming. Part of the reason is that I succumbed to sustained emotional
duress which had been percolating in cycles for years. This pertains to the one
person most dear to me and it has been weighing on me so constantly that it
coloured everything going on in my life, and for practical reasons cannot be
fully explored in this space; at least
not currently. Though it would very unlikely impede on a certain other’s
privacy, there is that slim chance. And I don’t know how he would feel about
it. I’ve never asked.
In short, I
believe that barrier has been defeated, partly because, for the first time in
my adult life, The depth of infatuation for my current interest has settled
down to a simmer. Whether this is permanent or temporary I do not know. It’s very
strange to have that urgency absent from my life, literally for the first time since
I was fifteen. Like a part of me has been amputated.
The other
reasons for defeating this barrier, too boring to detail here, are more solid
and permanent.
It’s April
A-to-Z time! I missed the reveal but you can glean it from my last post. The
theme was supposed to be “Twenty Six Reasons the Automobile is the Devil!” but
The Healer heard this and said, “That sounds judgy” (in a way which sounded altogether judgy). So to keep her happy I have changed it to “Twenty Six Reasons
to Celebrate the Automobile! (If You’re the Devil)” which is obviously much
more positive.
Today is
Sunday and thus a day off from A-Z. Tune in tomorrow for reason B!
April Camp
NaNoWriMo is upon us as well, and for the first time in any NaNo event I am
dedicating it primarily to the blog. I will be engaged in pursuits designed, not just to
provide material for the blog, but to set structures in motion which will keep
the blog productive and foremost among my pursuits on a hopefully-permanent
basis. I’m hoping this is where I finally turn the corner and bring this thing
to the next level.
Hope you
stick around.
Much love,
FWG/New Day
Rising
2 comments:
There's someone here with me?!? Cool.
Maybe.
Or maybe I was speaking to the conscious you as well as the instinctive you!
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